girli – I Really F**ked It Up (Official Music Video)



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CREDITS

Artist: Girli @girlimusic

Director: Kassandra Powell @thekassandrapowell
Creative director: Fiona Garden @fionagarden

Production company: CAMP @a.camp.production
Ep: Francesca Woods @francesca_woods_ep
Production Assistant: Lukö @lxkozade
Directors Agent: Alexa Haywood @freeagentuk

Director of photography: Luke Dryden @lukedrydendp
1st AC/ focus puller: Jamie Oliver Lai @jamieoliverlai
1st AD: Emily Roberts @emlehhh__
Gaffer: Jed Clist @Jedclist_lighting
Spark: Ben Challice
Art direction: Sofia Sakomani @thelooneystudio
Prop Assistant: Jasper Levine @thelooney

Styling: Anastasia Busch @ana.sta.sia
Fashion assistant: Elix Toci @elixtoci

Choreography by: Kamilla Halid @kamillahall
Dancers: Caity Brown @caitybrown__
Becky Wong @beckywong
Abbie Brown @abbiebrown

Girli MUA: Charlie Fitzjohn @charliefitzjohn
Girli Hair: Leanne Millar @byleanemillar

Dancers Hair: Tia Feel @feelbreeze
Dances MUA: Sophie Yeff @sophieyeffmakeup

Edit: Kassandra Powell @thekassandrapowell
Grade: Alexandre Nerzic @alexandre_nrzc

Label: Believe Music @believemusic_uk
AllPoints Music @allpointsmusic

LYRICS

Why am I like this?
Why am I like this?
I got two left feet and I blame it on you
I find the dynamite and I make us go boom-boom-boom
And I don’t wanna be like this
I’m tryna talk to my therapist
In truth I know it’s me and all my issues
I hate when I come home and I put them on you you you

I swear I’m not terrible
I just get emotional
And I end up saying sorry every single time

I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean coz I know you’re mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time

Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time

I promise will be the last time
That I do all the things that I said that I wouldn’t do last night
Then I lose my shit
And I slam the door
And I And ask myself
What did I do that for?
I’m the damaged type
But it’s no excuse
For all of my hurt that I’m living I’m giving to you-ou-ou

I swear I’m not terrible
I just get emotional
And I end up saying sorry every single time

I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean coz I know you’re mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time

Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time

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47 Comments

  1. I love that there's so many BPD girlies in the comments… it makes me feel less alone. God, I hate being this way.
    I fucked it up with my fiancé. My true love. I dont know if ill ever be able to keep him around.
    I have my diagnosis, my diagnosis doesnt have me.

  2. my partner is considering leaving me again and i cant blame him. i fuck up, he shares it hurts him and then i losr control and have a damn meltdown instead of comforting him or I'll try to acknowledge that i fucked up but im irritated at myself and it shows in my tone of voice and body language. bpd represent

  3. I relate very heavily to this song…seeing the comments here makes me think I have BPD too. Because I have done everything girli mentions in this song!

  4. I dated a woman with BPD, it was a complete and total rollercoaster of high intense emotions but also a bottomless pit of darkness.

    We would go from the most profound and sincere displays of love that i've experienced in my life to an overwhelming sense of insecurity and hurt. Even when i told her that i was doing fine and that i could withstand her swings, she would always feel guilty and torture herself about it.

    We agreed to remain as friends. She would still have me, my time and my love but those degrees of separation from lovers to friends would make her "feel safe" since she was always thinking that i should be with someone better, that she would hurt me, that sooner or later i would get tired of her or that she was impeding my growth. No amount words or actions from my behalf would give her assurance.

    We are best friends now… but still, a part of me knows, that she didn't want for things to end like this.

  5. What about getting out of the house can I get gas that is not gone yet happy birthday party 🎉 today together we can absolutely do that for anyone in mental breakdown

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